oh boy

today i didnt manage to get myself into studying. how? why dont you tell me how? what to do? next week is promos and i have yet to touch my maths at all. and i really mean AT ALL.

im in love with blogging!

today! i suddenly feel like blogging AGAIN! yay! okay so here i am blogging! today wasnt productive AT ALL (okay i mean during lessons.) maths lect i had a surprise test. LOL but even if it isnt surprise test i wudnt study for it as well. then pw went to library and read TINTIN! started searching for schools for interview. :D and after tat was lousy chem lect wen i didnt listen at all. then after tat sch end le! LOL and hav to wait till 2.30 for econs which i didnt listen AS WELL. LOL then went to library to study! hmmm. one thing im definitely proud of the college is that we have a GREAT library to mug relax ourselves! then RELAXED in the library till 6! LOL then went home toking cok.
anyway i didnt notice my 'MUM' actually crashed my previous 0506 class! LOL how silly was i. LOL! and im so disappointed loh. my 'MUM' doesnt care for me anymore! :( she nv cooks for me, she nv ask how was i feeling wen im sick, she nv help me buy burgers and she still demand for money from me! LOL.
well well. MY MUM.

the past me

its been a LONG LONG LONG 8 months plus. to think of 'the me' for the past 8 months there had been drastic changes that i never ever in my life imagined i could do it. details of my past or how stupid i was or how flirt i was isnt the main point in this entry.
i dont wanna spill the beans on such issues. rather i'll jus emphasize on how GREAT i am to actually overcome such many many obstacles during this 8 months.
i think im great that i actually be able to learn from my so-called 'mistakes' and to change into a whole new person is another great thing i managed to do. some ppl do recognise the faults, but well they just dont feel like changing for the better however. well im just GREAT. tats how i see myself. but im QUITE sure that SOME ppl who read this will just direct themselves to the toilet bowl and vomit la.
EVERYTHING, rather ALMOST EVERYTHING is back to normal. okay EVERYTHING, hopefully. and i just love the way it is now. i PROMISE myself not to get into any kind of trouble! unlike the past.. well except for the studying part it isnt normal. just to clarify that okay! (im no mugger boy!)
but i start to miss st gabs. i mean not that i love being an ass and spend my time doing all sort of nonsense. (and i REALLY mean nonsense.) but i love the spirit there. its just something that is currently lacking in this school. not complaining about the lack of school spirit, it isnt the school spirit thing that is lacking anyway. i think its the adventurous spirit that is lacking. i think.
to think of my previous life in st gabs, all i've been doing is doing things that are wrong, but not really breaking the law or school rules, rather more of those things that are in the grey area, not something that is obviously black or white. andi admiti used to be MUCH daring than i am now. i remembered bringing those HUGE armchair to my class to sit while others have those typical plastic kopitiam chairs, even the teacher oso those plastic chairs and that the teachers all looked at me with that armchair and i just didnt bother at all. and all the stripping, the spraying paints or SOME OTHER THINGS, the crazy stuff that is 'feasible' to be carried out in the parade square.
in short, yes this 8 months made me grew into a better person, better equiped for the future society, but the so-called 'youth' within me died. it just died like that. THAT i really dunno is it something i should be happy or sad about.

today is tyng bday!

okay seriously. this is the first in my life i see my friend study on her birthday itself. i dunno is that called fashion or what. but i got a feeling shes a simply a pure mugger.
well. having put that aside. my apologies! that i didnt blog for a long long long time already! that was basically because of the fact that i need more time to settle down to study! so in fact im not suppose to blog now cause i need to get into the mood of studying! well well. you can say i mug, but you cant say you didnt!
now having that aside, im starting to feel the side effects of having too many commitments especially when promos are just around the corner! like open house and the tv thing. well im not complaining though it seems like i am complaining (wadever.) im just now using blogger purely as stress reliever. hopefully by knocking my fingertips onto the keyboard makes me feel a little better. :D well.
and i have a feeling im not gonna blog till end of promos! which is like 4 weeks from today! :D 4 weeks 4 weeks 4 weeks! come fast 4 weeks! LOL. alright other than that nth else to tok bout. (see! the effects of studying.) yup so just basically happy birthday! to whoever the person is! :D